To my understanding, I think if we can incrementally embrace the “shock factor” that washes over us when mind-splitting miracles happen, more of them can enter our world. We’ll literally be able to do, see, and be the impossible (or previously-thought to be) without our brains MELTING in AWE, lmfao.
Today, my mind apparently wants me to believe that I “fuck up everything and should just kill myself,” lol. That’s funny to me. I’m honestly done taking these stupid ass fucking thoughts seriously when they pop up. I’ve been far too centered & aligned lately to give in, so I might as well write about it somewhere and do my best to remain untainted. It still feels like holes are being burnt into my chest during the process.